What do you want?

It is a question that requires some thought. Usually when people are asked this type of question it is about short term and long term goals to do with worldly success. Really though, what do you want? If you want God, the I AM Presence you can become one with Him/Her. All you have to do is get out of the way. That is very hard for some people to do. Most people do not believe that the I AM Presence wants to be where you are – why wouldn’t the Presence want to be where you are? It created you, knows you inside out and loves you just the same with such a deep love.

You cannot do something for the I AM Presence that the Presence cannot do for itself. All you can do is give yourself to Him/Her in exchange for filling yourself with Him/Her. You can start by offering up 5 or 10 minutes where you absorb your mind and heart in the Presence. Sure, you tend to put obstacles in your own way, so you will say you can’t do that. Why not? Can you breathe? Then breathe consciously, being aware that you are breathing and maintain that awareness of breathing for 2 minutes at first. Then add 1 minute each week.

In a few weeks you will have awareness of breathing for 5 minutes. Then you can transfer your awareness of breathing slowly to awareness of your i AM Presence. As your eyes are closed, while breathing and being aware of the breathing, transfer your awareness to the chart of your I AM Presence and see it above you and see yourself, feel yourself rising into the I AM Presence. It probably sounds like a lot to do and if you are like me, you want the steps but steps here are useless, you just need to follow yourself and do what you feel you can do. There is no right and wrong.

There are as many ways to reach the I AM Presence as there are people and for each it is a little different and that is okay. As long as you are doing something you are making progress. You also need to give decrees. The meditation and the decrees are not separate in reality. That is just for the instruction. The decree, also needs visualisation to become real and any thoughts that come to you which are not frivolous or just to distract you are given so you will follow them. I remember in one decree session I just took the earth in the palm of my hands and held it there.

Then the thought came it isn’t that easy, though actually it is that easy. you can become really small or really large in imagination and it makes a difference as long as you allow it to make a difference and accept it as true. If you reject it, then you lose valuable time. That is what I mean when I say these things are given to help you. It is up to you to use what is given. It may be helpful to know that El Morya has a figurine of each of his chelas in his office and by looking at them he knows exactly how that chelas are doing. These are all small figures in size and it then came to me that it is possible.

Anything is possible if you believe it and allow it and just accept it as given. Hence, what do you want? You can have anything you want. Remember, it is written Mark 11:24 “Therefore I tell you that whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it and it will be yours.”